dance,shall we? -c'mon, EVERYONE can dance ((:

ICE-SKATING DAY

2007-11-02T19:04:00.000-07:00

We had a hell of our time; our long awaited ice-skating Day.
(Hey cse group, finally eh?) XD

johnathan, me, elliot, aishah

Omg, midway the snow-like foams came down! Singing Happy Birthday, haha thanks, whoever had his birthday that day. It was real pretty.(:

The guys; who lied they can't skate! Haha.. They're pretty good actually.

("

Teehee, elliot looks a little awkward here.

Aish, you should be proud of yourself! I must say you are a good beginner.:D

Of course it was fun with great people like these.((:

Gosh, we saw little kids who are simply amazing; with all the leaps and the spins. I was like, "Omg, I need to start taking skating lessons." But no, I'm already taking up others, I'll feel really bad if I were to ask my parents for this. Oh well. Anyway, the group helped me asked this nice girl to teach me how to do the turns. Well.. I tried!! Haha.. I was thinking: Damn, if only it was as easy as doing it on land! On my feet, that is.

Lunch was sinful, (yes elliot, rub it in) but it was delliiciouss: guess? a must-buy at a bazzar.

Actually, you know what, so was dinner. ): EVERYONE should try the 2hot Halal Cafe at the Esplanade! It's real yummy, especially if you like it spicy. And it's two for the price of one!

And I was telling elliot how he missed out after he left early.(; I feel sorry for you.. Aw.. Haha! Went to Harry's, and thanks to some BAD influence, (X , I switched my order to a drink called 'Screaming Org*sm'. What a name. There was even one with 'Bl*w Job', which john tried the last time. Ha, whatever the name, it's actually Bailey's Irish Cream with milk. Real good though.(:

Think we might be one of the few subject groups to actually go out, which I'm thankful to Mr Ng for having us grouped at the start of the year.

I really enjoyed myself, thanks guys!

if you're happy and you know it you clap your hands

2007-10-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

A couple of days ago, a friend shared this quote with me:

" An unexamined life, is a life not worth living." By Socrates.

And she just left me there.
I asked myself.
And even attempted to find the answers to the questions.
But sadly, nothing's coming to me..
Am I just plain dumb or is it just that I've not reached 'there' yet?
Shrug.
The thing about Life, for me at least, is it's sometimes too complicated to comprehend.
If you'd ask me, I think I'd prefer to remain on the happier side.
It's all too depressing; just to even try and understand.
No.
No, stay away.

These aside, I'm certain that all the fun awaits -WIDESMILE- I'm dancing again, which is fantastic; though my muscles have to suffer, and I'm starting exciting classes that I've always wanted. -woot- Ice-skating tommorrow and Zoo the next! Yayness. ((:

*clapclap*

S.T.Y.L.E

2007-10-17T07:02:00.000-07:00

Fashion fades. Style is eternal. Fashion can be bought. Style one must possess. It is a simple way of saying complicated things. It is not about the money. Wear flea market bags the same way she would wear her Prada.

If a girl looks snazzy when she meets you, who gives a damn if she's late? Nobody.

Be bold.

Be a little dramatic.

Go a little crazy.

Have a lot of fun. :D

Feeling Christian

2007-10-10T21:23:00.000-07:00

'Love is patient and kind;
it is not jealous or conceited or proud;
love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable;
love does not keep a record of wrongs;
love is not happy with evil,
but is happy with the truth.

Love never gives up;
and its faith, hope and patience never fail.

Love is eternal.

There are inspired messages,
but they are temporary;
there are gifts of speaking in strange tongues,
but they will cease;
there is knowledge,
but it will pass.

For our gifts of knowledge and of inspired messages are only partial;
but when what is perfect comes,
then what is partial will disappear.

Meanwhile these three remain:
faith, hope and love;
and the greatest of these is love.'

Corinthians 13

waddup dukie

2007-10-05T17:52:00.000-07:00

Phew, it's been a week since the end of the exams. Reflecting back, I think I could say it's been fun. Haha, I mean, yeah the studying part can be fun too! I know many people will dread this, BUT I WANT TO GET BACK THE PAPERS.

(I see a million glares shooting towards me) ow.

I mean, you've studied so hard, don't you wanna see if it has paid off? -Silence- No?- Okay Jane, shut up-

That said, I can't explain why that supposed compelling force of 'post-exam happiness' is not felt this time, compared to the june tests, that is. Sure, I had a hell lot of fun going out with dearest friends (Lorna, Syak, Sian, Dim..), stayovers, going to Starbucks to hang out at midnight, ordering pizzas over, movies. All these done without feeling any guilt. But. Something is missing. It's like you receive a pretty gift, but it lacks a gift tag or card saying who it is from. It's incomplete. Someone enlighten me? I know people feeling the way I do will probably put the blame on PW. C'mon, it's not that bad.

(uh huh, and I receive a couple more darts)

S'okay, I like my group and it'll stay that way. Hate me, I'll still be lovin' it. It's just too bad for you. Hahaha.

Open house just ended yesterday, and upcoming we have farewell and graduation night to prepare for. FUNFUNFUN! And yes, ballet concert's coming up too. Yay. I've got a nicely scheduled holiday awaiting me. Vietnam hongkong cold weather (ugh, sometimes I hate our climate) HR attachment performances here I come!

Supposed to go visit khatib camp this morning. Ah wq, sorry I can't make it there.): Next time next time. Ima meeting the tms girls later, another of our monthly gatherings. (X Woot-

And YES, tuesday tuesday. Come quick! I miss my mom. C'mon time, do your magic, like you did for the exams. It really felt like it was over in a blink of an eye.

P.S. Miracles happen. At least I believe they do. ((:

a moment like this

2007-09-28T09:46:00.000-07:00

YES. it's over. Thank God.

~feeling light~

(yup it's our moment.)

to the girl on her seventeenth birthday

2007-09-06T06:09:00.000-07:00

4 th September 2007

A night I believe she'll take quite a while to forget

" Where're we going?"

5:00pm

No. Change.

5:30pm

Wait. Dress-up.

5:50pm

She's there.

6:oopm

Jane's late.

6:10pm

He waits..

6:30pm

The girls meet.

" Where're we going?"

He waits..

6:50pm

Got separated by the d*mn train.

He waits..

Oli arrives, chooses the correct seat.

7:00pm

They arrive.

Fish & Chips.

Smoked salmon salad.

Spagett.

Ice-creamm + st*upid cherry stems.

Cake.

Flowers.

Rings.

" Where're we going?"

7:30pm

LATE!

SURPRISEEE!

Ana scares the people at the lobby of Mariot (including a few angmo-girls)

Equinox.

Dance and Party!

10:00pm

Oli & Ryan appears.

Snap.Snap.Snap.Snap.Snap.

Happy birthday dear Syakirah Sinin. ((:

listen to our hearts

2007-08-21T06:50:00.000-07:00

Dance dance dance dance dance DANCE.

The Staff's Day performance is piecing well together. ((: Happy happy. Indeed, four times a week is quite a lot of practice for this very minor (sorry teachers, it's the truth) event. I mean, afterall we're only doing ONE item. I'm really proud of ourselves, I mean, given the time constraints, the (unfortunately) lack of brilliant choreographers and last minute crop-ups, our item's in a decent shape now! Even the PRO gave his approval. Thank you Ana, for coming down to help out.((:

Many thanks to Sharon, for popping by and giving us your support. I truly miss their batch. And the previous one too.); The plight of TA, ah.. I tell people I feel like a super retainee sometimes, having to see batch after batch leave the school. Ah. I shan't continue rattling and sulking about it. I'm just thankful for such a united and spontaneous club. Really. The enthusiasm and effort put during practices, it means a lot to me, and I believe to the rest of the Exco too. Love you guys! Muahmuahmuah <3

And there are voices,
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you cant find the words
the scent of magic the beauty thats been
When love was wilder.. then the wind

Listen to your heart
theres nothing else you can do
I dont know where you're going,
and i dont know why
but listen to your heart
before
you tell him goodbye..

Dance.

Thirteen years of love, still going strong.

((:

Happy Eighteenth Birthday TIN WEI LING. ilu.

to:

2007-08-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

Marry me on my Birthday-

11th April

little ones.

2007-07-28T08:50:00.000-07:00

NDP was GOOD!
Loved the venue,
the weather,
the lights,
'surprises at every corner',
the cute jellyfishes,
the goodie bag,
and
of course,
the fireworks. (though I still like Disneyland's ones haha)

For some reason, today we encountered children who are Specially cute. Looking at them makes me wonder if I was as adorable at their age (-gasp which was more than a decade ago -ah I'm ageing noooooo) ;( Anyway,

! After the show, they played 'Everybody dance now' and we spotted this little boy around the age of five or six dancing (or at least trying to)hyperly to the beat. He seemed totally unaware and indifferent to his surroundings. Okay this may sound evil but a thought came into my mind: Imagine, just imagine if a man of sixty does that, it'll definitely be stamped the most hilarious thing in history and he'd probably be ridiculed for the rest of his life. XP HAHA but this little one is really super adorable! I guess my brother just couldn't resist -he brought home a video for memory's sake. 100% CUTENESS.

I've always thought that children of the new generation are becoming increasingly smart, but I never thought they'd start so young! At supper, I was queueing up at the ladies, and this little toddler behind started reciting his poetry:

Cut queue, cut queue
Let's eat barbeque
Then catch Pikachu

((:
Okay. For most people this may sound stupid, but I just couldn't help but smiled. For that wonderful piece of work I shall give this poet a pat on his head. Smart boy smart boy! Hahaha. Children children, adorable little ones.

Half of the time, that is.(x

-

2007-07-23T08:10:00.000-07:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side.

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK.

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do.

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were.

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK,

I miss you.

((:

2007-07-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

The Mind Cafe was Extreme- Madness.
HAHA. XD
Everyone should go try it someday.
Though I ended up being bullied by the others, it was fun.

And the next time we must go with people like Ryan (x, who takes the best vids!

YES
I finally found THE SHOP.
Oh my, ZE MOST Funky Shop Ever.
The shop has quite a 'unique' name, but it's the substance in it that matters haha.
It's called madewithlove- yeah I know the name sounds like another MiniToons -Ugh- :/
but no!
Probably the total opposite of it.
So if anyone comes along and asks me what I want for my BELATED seventeenth or my early eighteenth, I'd definitely say BUY FROM MADEWITHLOVE! Anything from there.
ANYTHING.
I think it's a new shop, which I REALLY fancy. It'll really be sweet if someone makes something for me from there. *hinthints*

Of course, bear in mind: what you pay is what you get. So, what you get is what you pay. Haha.((:

Save lives. Donate blood.

whatever

2007-07-14T07:55:00.000-07:00

I'm unlike my usual self,

something's gotten into me-
(voldemort may be)

But Yes,

I'm freakin' pissed.

10.58pm

Indulgence

2007-07-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

Twelve.
Ah, guess I'll always remember. For a few months, at least.

do/will you?

PHEW It's been a flash since the end of the mid-years. Haha, talking about the mid-years, it's as though the 'in' thing now is officially:

To Flunk The Exams.

because the Entire generation is apparently doing so. Ah, how life can sometimes be so terribly morbid.

It's been an exceedingly long while since I had that teeny bit of freedom felt after school, whereby I (finally) am not bounded by the routine-like practice schedules lined up for me everyday. This may sound a little disturbing or like I'm some weirdo, but,

'YES I CAN FINALLY GO HOME TO DO HOMEWORK!'

Well, I guess someone who didn't experience the crazy, and perhaps far-from-mortal-ability, hectic schedule of mine wouldn't comprehend the feeling.

The feeling of happiness.

Simple happiness.((:

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT FREE TIME TO DO HW. YAY -in case you were wondering, I am in the right frame of mind. It probably be that you're in the left. (note: that did NOT come from me. it's from my bro. I think. XD)

Some of the most current updates:

Bro's obsession with Potter,

my future husband: Max,

uncontrollable indulgence on sweet food

most recently-A Gourmand.

Notebook: I wanna go for the end-year humanities trip! GOSH. It costs a bomb. But I so want it!Greece and Turkey here I come!:D

how now mr brown

2007-06-20T09:04:00.001-07:00

OMG.

Royal Ballet Academy. Grade 8th Examination.

Distinction. 81 Marks.

(((((:

But

now the question is:

Sigh, should I continue?

Ah.

Shoes and MORE

2007-06-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

YAYNESS.

Raimi's the most gentlemanly guy ever

Hahaha,thanks Mr Rai. ((:

oceans thirteen,pirates,shrek,

2 NEW shoes,

ear-piercing (that I've ALWAYS wanted),

abercrombie & fitch tops & shorts,

expo-bean,

siglap-bucks,

oreo cheese,

shepherd's pie(YUM),

out with tms gfs,

esplanade-max brenner's (HEAVEN),

vivo-white dog cafe,

airport-bean & macs,

sch-library,

nlb-bugis,

swimming pool+bro(:+words,

music,

Double trouble? Double happiness.((:

2007-06-16T09:39:00.000-07:00

: " I'll always be your irritating and naggy sister whether you like it or not."

But

I'm sure you do. :D

Thanks, bro.

Thank you(:

2007-06-10T08:49:00.000-07:00

The book someone shared:

You made me think
if our life's really planned by ourselves
Are we really all things in another utopic dimension who're here in this mortal world to experience what imperfection, evil or harm is?

Do we pre-plan; who we'll love and who we'll hate
,who we'll meet and who we'll leave
or which part of the life we'll be the happiest
and which we'll feel the most hurt

Our life. All planned by ourselves.

Silly?
Yup.
It might be naive to believe,
I'm not saying I do
But its undeniable that if we think this way,
people'll then understand the word "acceptance" for real and finally learn, that whatever they encounter in their lives, be it ideal or not, just tell yourself: move on.

You planned it afterall, right? So be it.

I don't know if all that I'm saying makes sense to anyone else. But when I heard it, and thought about it, hm.. i think it does.

This book. All that my dearests' said and encouraged. Those that were there, those that cared <3

the puzzle pieces just fits well together,

and guess what. It says: Move on, jane.

You once said something about girls having their family and friends as support.. How they forget about certain things- as compared to guys- in a much quicker fashion.

But everything seemed perfectly cool at your side from the very start,
so may be it doesn't apply afterall

I must say it did bother me, but not anymore.

In any case,
these three months have brought a different light to my life.
Thank you.
and Sorry.

rational vs emotional

2007-06-09T10:01:00.000-07:00

'Wondering why you're acting this way.
Wondering why.. we can't find any words to say?'

I thought we were friends;
friendships lasts forever, don't they?
oh wait-imreminded; nothing lasts forever..

I'm still confused, all these coming way too fast.
I thought I was strong, so did many (may be including you),
but I guess I was very wrong.

You know how awful it feels,
to constantly be waiting for that one message to appear,
but it never came.
Do you not care anymore? I wonder.

Since that day,
I always wonder
what you're doing at every point of the day
I pick up my phone,
but, my mind tells me to put it down again.
Then I sigh. Yet again.

When will this end? I ask. May be tomorrow. The following day. Or the next.

It may hurt,
but I remind myself of the three strong words: hope, faith and love.
I have 'em all.

afterall, nothing lasts forever.

14thFeb'07

2007-06-09T09:39:00.000-07:00

It was you. I smiled for; that priceless smile.

the reason

2007-06-08T19:16:00.000-07:00

I used to think,
blogging was unnecessary.
or rather (to be bluntly said)- dumb
I always wondered
why EVERYONE is so 'into' this blogging thing.
Afterall, you'll have to be careful with what you say (which defeats the purpose of having a diary anyway)
But well, I guess I found the reason.

The reason why I'm finally pulled into this.. warped generation.