rational vs emotional

'Wondering why you're acting this way.
Wondering why.. we can't find any words to say?'

I thought we were friends;
friendships lasts forever, don't they?
oh wait-imreminded; nothing lasts forever..

I'm still confused, all these coming way too fast.
I thought I was strong, so did many (may be including you),
but I guess I was very wrong.

You know how awful it feels,
to constantly be waiting for that one message to appear,
but it never came.
Do you not care anymore? I wonder.

Since that day,
I always wonder
what you're doing at every point of the day
I pick up my phone,
but, my mind tells me to put it down again.
Then I sigh. Yet again.

When will this end? I ask. May be tomorrow. The following day. Or the next.

It may hurt,
but I remind myself of the three strong words: hope, faith and love.
I have 'em all.

afterall, nothing lasts forever.